tonight was one my friend's suprize birthday party:) she really got suprized and nearly cried!!!it was a great night we talked a lot and it was wonderfull. Its fun when you are with people that have stuff in common and sometimes its fun to be with some people who are totally opposite to you:)anyways both of them are interesting and I love them...last summer this time when we again suprized this friend at another restuarant..we talked about so many stuff...this year it seemed my perspective in life has changed so much when I think about it....anyways I hope next year when again suprize her...I at least have accomplished one of my goals..:) and I decided not to think about the other one;)since if its meant to be...then let it be...if it is not then probably I am better off without it:)sooooooooooooo I pray to god to help me and direct me to the right way that he thinks is perfect for me...since I don't know any more....